Hello everyone! My name is Ms. Pendear. I decided to start a blog although I have very little experience doing so. I do so because I recently lost my daughter to breast cancer. From the beginning it has been a journey filled with peaks and valleys. With terrain like that its kinda hard to get your bearings. One of the lows came in October (2018) when my daughter informed me that her treatment did not work and she had six to eight months to live. There is no set way to take that news. What can you tell a child who you would fight to the death for? That answer comes with tears, regret, and few words. Unfortunate for us all, there is no built-in script for times such as these. I can say I want to blog to help others. That is true. However, I want to help myself too. This is still somewhat unbelievable. Sometimes it still doesn’t seem real. I have had counselling since then but what I think will be more therapeutic for me is to write a blog. I hope it will be therapeutic and helpful for you as well.